EMPTINESS

 

I am not sad nor happy,

but there seems to be an unfathomable pit in my heart.

I can smile, laugh and appear happy in front of everyone,

but there's unexplainable emptiness inside me that I can't endure.

I can comfort and seems to understand anyone,

but I can't even comfort myself nor ask someone to help me.

I will drag you out of your misery,

but sorry I can't hold your hand to pull me out from this hollow.

I am not giving up,

but I can't even give in.

All I can do is wear this happy mask on and weep in silence for no one even I can rationalize what I really feel.